Once
there was a mouse named Jeremy who, like all the other mice, lived in a little
village hidden away in the woods. He was always busy, doing the things that
mice do, running and jumping, looking and searching, hurrying and scurrying, to
and fro. It seemed he was always in motion. In fact, he hardly ever stood
still. And, like the other mice, he couldn't see very far. Nor was he able to
see very clear. For mice, as you may have noticed, usually have their whiskers
in the ground.
One day Jeremy began to hear a new
strange sound, one he had not heard before. It was a roar coming from somewhere
out in the distance. Now, Jeremy was used to the sounds of the forest. He knew
the different sounds of the two- legged and the four legged and the winged and
the hoofed. But this was unlike anything he had known.
Sometimes, he would stop everything
and lift his head to the direction of the roar. He would strain to see what may
be there, and he would wiggle his whiskers hoping to sense something in the
air. What could it be, he wondered?
Jeremy scurried up to a fellow
mouse and asked him, "Brother Mouse, do you hear a sound, a roaring in
your ears?"
The other mouse didn't even
bother to lift this whiskers our of the ground. He was too busy. "No, no,
I don't hear anything. And besides, I don't have time to talk." And off he
went before Jeremy had a chance to say anything more.
Not to be easily discouraged,
Jeremy decided to ask another mouse the same question. Maybe this mouse had
heard the sound.
The second mouse looked at him
in a most peculiar way. "Sound? What sound?" And before Jeremy could
stop him long enough to describe what he had heard, the second mouse scampered
off, disappearing behind the pines.
When none of the other mice knew
anything about the sound, Jeremy decided that the best thing he could do would
be to forget about the whole thing and get busy. He knew how to be a busy
little mouse. And so he started hurrying and scurrying to and fro once more.
But no matter how busy he was,
he would still hear the sound. He tried to pretend that it had disappeared. But
even when he tried not to hear it, he knew it was still there!
Jeremy became more and more
curious about the sound. So one day, he decided to go off by himself and
investigate. It was easy to scurry off from the other mice. They were too busy
to notice he had gone anyway.
When he was off by himself, the
sound was stronger and much clearer. Now he could sit quietly and listen hard.
Jeremy stood on the edge of
Mouse Village and looked back at the only life he had ever known. He sat
listening to the sound for a long time. But he knew he could no longer be
content to just listen. It was time to discover more about this sound. He
turned to face another direction. He looked out into the darkness of the vast unknown
and boldly left Mouse Village.
Jeremy was listening hard to the
sound in the distance, when suddenly he heard someone say, "Hello Little
Brother." Jeremy was so startled he almost ran away. "Hello,"
again said the voice. It sounded friendly enough.
"Who are you?" asked
the timid little mouse.
"It is I, Brother Raccoon. You are all by
yourself, Little Brother," said the raccoon. "What are you doing here
all alone?"
Jeremy was embarrassed. He
didn't want to have to talk to anybody about the sound. Especially not after
what happened in Mouse Village."
"A roaring in your ears?
You mean the River," said the raccoon, without any hesitation. "Come,
walk with me. I will take you there."
"Once I find out about this
River, I can go back to my work and my life in Mouse Village," thought
Jeremy. "Why, I will even ask Raccoon to return with me. If the mice in
the village don't believe me, they will surely believe a raccoon."
Little Mouse walked close behind the raccoon, so as
to be sure not to lose his way. His heart was pounding. He had never known such
excitement. They wound their way through a cathedral forest of tall evergreens.
There was an intoxicating smell of pine and cedar. As they drew closer to the
River, the sound became louder. The air became cooler, and there was a fine
mist. There was a sense that something important was about to happen. Suddenly,
they came to the River!
The mighty River! It was so huge
that Little Mouse could no see across it. And it roared, loudly, rushing
swiftly on its course, coming from some other place, going to the great
unknown.
"It is powerful!" the
little mouse said, fumbling for words.
"Yes, the river is a great
thing," answered the raccoon, "but here, let me introduce you to a
friend."
In a smaller, shallower place
was a lily pad, bright and green. Sitting upon it was a frog, almost as green
as the pad it sat on. The frog's white belly stood out clearly.
"Hello, Little
Brother," said frog. "Welcome to the river."
"I must leave you
now," cut in Raccoon, "but do not fear, Little Brother, for frog will
care for you now."
"Who are you?" Jeremy
asked.
"Why, I am a frog.""
"A frog?" questioned
Jeremy. He had never seen a frog before. "how is it possible to be
so far out in the mighty river?"
"That is very easy,"
said the little frog. "I can go both on land and on water. And I can live
both above the water and below in the water. I am the Keeper of the
Water."
Jeremy was astonished! He tried
to think of words. He had never met the Keeper of the Water. But no words came.
Without hesitation, the frog
said, "Little Mouse, would you like some Medicine Power?"
"Medicine Power? Do you
mean for me? Yes, of course. What do I do?" asked the eager little mouse.
"It is not that hard. All
you need to do is crouch down real low and jump up as high as you can."
"That's all?" asked
Jeremy.
"Yes. Crouch down as low as
you can and jump up as high as you can! That will give you your medicine!"
Little Mouse did exactly what
the frog told him to do. He crouched down as low as he could and jumped as high
as he could. And when he did, his eyes saw something even more powerful than
the mighty River. He saw the Sacred Mountain.
How long Jeremy gazed at the
Sacred Mountain, we can't be really sure. For such moments exist in a space
somewhere beyond time. But suddenly, everything changed. Instead of landing on
familiar ground, the little mouse splashed down in water. And mice, as you
know, can't swim very well. Jeremy was terrified. He flailed his legs about,
trying to keep head above water, choking and sputtering, struggling for his
very life. He was frightened nearly to death. Finally, he managed to make his
way to the river bank.
"You tricked me... you
tricked me!" Little Mouse yelled at the frog.
Undisturbed by Jeremy's creaming,
the frog said calmly, "Wait. No harm came to you. You saw the Sacred
Mountain, didn't you? Let go of your anger and fear. It can blind you. What
matters is what happened. What did you see?"
The little mouse, still
shivering from the fear of landing in the water, could hardly speak. He
stammered, "The...the Sacred Mountain!"
"You are no longer just a little mouse. You
have a new name. You are Jumping Mouse."
"Oh, thank you," said a startled
Jumping Mouse. "Thank you, thank you."
Jumping Mouse stood up and shook
off the water. And he shook off the anger and fear. He thought instead about
the beauty of the Sacred Mountain.
With great excitement, Jumping
Mouse set off for Mouse Village. Everyone would be so pleased to see him. Why,
there might even be a celebration in his honour!
When Jumping Mouse arrived, he
was still wet. But it hadn't rained in Mouse Village and everyone else was
dry! There was great discussion as to why Jumping Mouse was wet. Could it
be that he had been swallowed by some horrible beast and then spit again? That
would mean there was something horrible wrong with this mouse. Fear took hold;
who knew what could happen once you left Mouse Village? No one wanted to spend
time with Jumping Mouse. His stories about the River and the Sacred Mountain
fell on deaf ears.
Even
though no one in Mouse Village believed Jumping Mouse, in time it didn't
matter. He never forgot his vision of the Sacred Mountain. Jumping Mouse stayed
in Mouse Village, but of course now life was different. But then, he was
different.
Jumping Mouse settled quietly
into life in Mouse Village. For a while, that is. But there came a day when he
knew he must leave. The memory of the Sacred Mountain was no one he could
forget. He knew that somehow he must find his way there.
Once again, Jumping Mouse went
to the edge of Mouse Village and looked out onto the prairie. This time, there
was no raccoon waiting. There was no path, even. He knew that now he must find
his own way. He looked up in the sky for eagles. It was full of many brown
spots, each one an eagle. At any moment, they could swoop down from the sky.
Even though his heart was pounding with fear, Jumping Mouse was determined to
go to the Sacred Mountain. And so, gathering all his courage, he ran just as
fast as he could onto the prairie.
Jumping Mouse ran until he came
to a mound of sage. He was sage now, out of view of those brown spots in the
sky. He was resting and trying to catch his breath when he saw a kind old
mouse, a country gentleman. This patch of sage, which was home for the old
mouse, was a haven indeed. There were plentiful seeds, varieties which he had
never seen, and material for making nests. So many things for a mouse to be
busy with.
"Hello," said the kindly old mouse.
"Welcome to my home."
Jumping Mouse was amazed. He had
never seen such a place. Or such a mouse! "What a wonderful place you
have. You have everything here. And you are even safe from the eagles. I have
never seen such a place like this before."
"Yes," smiled the
kindly old mouse, "it is sage here. And from here, you can see all the
beings of the prairie. Why, there are buffalo and rabbit and coyote and fox
and..."
Jumping Mouse listened in
amazement as the old mouse named every animal of the prairie. Why, he knew all
their names by heart!
"Sir, what about the river
and the mountains? Can you also see them?"
"Well, little friend, you
can certainly see the river. I know of the river. But as to the mountain, I am
afraid that doesn't exist. It is just a myth, a story that people enjoy telling.
Young man, take my advice and forget about the mountain. Everything you could
want is here. You can stay with me for as long as you like. And besides, this
is the best place to be."
For a moment, Jumping Mouse
questioned his decision to go to the Sacred Mountain. He was tempted to stay
put and make a life here with Country Mouse. It was such a comfortable place.
And certainly it was far greater than the life he had known in Mouse Village.
Jumping Mouse listened carefully
to the words of Country Mouse, especially what he had to say about the Sacred
Mountain.
"How can you say that the
Great Mountain is only a myth?" challenged Jumping Mouse. "Once I saw
the Sacred Mountain, and it is not something one can ever forget."
Jumping Mouse had his answer. He
knew he must go. He thanked Country Mouse for making him feel so welcome and
for sharing his home. "I cannot stay longer. I must go now, to seek the
Mountain."
"You are a foolish mouse,
indeed, if you leave here. The prairie is a dangerous place, especially for a
little mouse! Why, just look up in the sky." The old mouse pointed
dramatically to the sky. "See up there? Those spots are eagles, just
waiting for a little mouse. They can see for miles. And they will catch
you!"
Even though Jumping Mouse
listened as Country Mouse gave his fearful warnings, and even though in the sky
there were still those brown spots... Jumping Mouse knew he must make his way
to the Sacred Mountain. He stood still for a moment, took a deep breath,
gathered his strength, and once again ran with all his might across the
prairie.
It was hard for Jumping Mouse to
leave the comfortable life with Country Mouse. Out on the prairie was much to
be afraid of. As Jumping Mouse gathered all his courage and ran as hard as he
could, he could feel the brown spots flying high overhead. Would those brown
spots really swoop down and catch him, just as Country Mouse had said? He
shivered at the thought. He was truly in the unknown now.
All of the sudden, he ran into a
stand of chokecherries. It was a wonderful place to explore. Why, there were
things to gather, delicious seeds to eat, and many grasses for making nests.
Jumping Mouse was busy investigating his new terrain when he saw an enormous,
dark, furry thing lying motionless in the grass. He decided to climb up on it.
There was a large mound to explore. There were even horns to climb on. That
would be fun, thought Jumping Mouse.
Immediately, he made his way on
one of the horns, when all of a sudden he heard a sound. It sounded like a
moan. It seemed to come from the dark furry thing! Quick as a wink, Jumping
Mouse scurried down to the grass beneath. There was another moan, and the sound
of deep breathing.
A voice said, "Hello my
brother."
"Who are you?" asked a
curious Jumping Mouse. Why I am Buffalo?"
"A Buffalo!" thought
Jumping Mouse. Even in Mouse Village he had heard of the mighty buffalo!
Jumping Mouse had never before
seen a buffalo. Certainly, no buffalo had ever lived in Mouse Village.
"What a magnificent being
you are," Jumping Mouse said to Buffalo.
"Thank you, my little
brother, for visiting me."
"You are lying down. What
is wrong?" asked the little mouse.
"I am sick and I am
dying," said Buffalo. "There is only one thing that can save me. That
is the eye of a mouse; but there is no such a thing as a mouse out here on the
prairie!"
The eye of a mouse! Jumping
Mouse was astonished! "You mean my tiny little eye could save this
magnificent being?" He darted back to the chokecherries. He scurried back
and forth. What to do, what to do. But he could hear the breathing of the
buffalo. It was slowing down and becoming heavy.
"He will die," thought
Jumping Mouse, "if I do not give him my eye. He is such a magnificent
being. I cannot let him die."
With no time to waste, Jumping
Mouse scurried back to the spot where Buffalo lay. "I am a mouse," he
said with a shaky voice. "And you are such a magnificent being. I cannot
let you die. I have two eyes. If my eye can save you, I will gladly give it to
you."
The minute he spoke, Jumping
Mouse's eye flew out of his head and Buffalo was made whole. The buffalo jumped
tho his feet, shaking Jumping Mouse's whole world.
Buffalo said to Jumping Mouse, “I
know that you have been to the River. And I know of your quest to the Sacred
Mountain. You have healed me. Because you have given so freely, I will be your
brother forever. To cross the prairie, you must run under my belly. I will take
you right to the foot of the Sacred Mountain. Have no fear for the spots in the
sky. The eagles cannot see you while you ran under me, for you will be safely
hidden. All they will see is my back. I know the ways of the prairie. You are
safe with me."
Even with the confident words
from Buffalo, it was frightening to be walking under a buffalo on a wide-open
prairie. What about the brown spots? They were still in the sky. And the hooves
were scary. What would happen if one landed on a little mouse? With only one
eye, it was hard to see well enough to stay out of the way. Each time the
buffalo took a step, it felt like the whole world shook. It seemed to
take ever so long to walk across the prairie. But finally they stopped.
"This is as far as I
go," said Buffalo. "I am a being of the prairie. If I were to take
you further, I would fall on you."
"Thank you very much,"
said Jumping Mouse. "It was frightening crossing the prairie with only one
eye. I was so afraid that one of your powerful hooves would and on me!"
"You did not know, my
little brother, that there was never any need for fear. For I am a Sundancer,
and I am always sure where my hooves land. My time with you is over. I must go
back to the prairie. You can always find me there."
With that, Buffalo turned and
left.
Jumping Mouse was happy in his
new surroundings. There were new things to investigate. There were plants in
abundance and new seed to enjoy. As he was busy exploring this new place,
suddenly before him was a great wolf. The wolf didn't seem to see the little
mouse. In fact, he didn't seem seeing much of anything. He was just sitting
there, doing nothing.
Jumping Mouse was pleased to
find a new friend in the woods and spoke to him right away. "Hello,
Brother Wolf."
Immediately, the wolf's ears sat
up and he became alert. He looked directly at Jumping Mouse. "Am I a wolf?
Yes, that is what I am. Wolf?!Wolf! I am a wolf!' He seemed quite pleased with
his new discovery. but then his mind dimmed again, and in a matter of minutes
he had forgotten completely who he was!
Several times the same sequence
occurred. The wolf would just sit, quietly staring out into nothingness,
completely without memory as to who he was! Jumping Mouse would say, "but
you are a mighty being. You are a Wolf.
"Yes," would come the
answer from the gray wolf. "I am a wolf! Yes, now I remember. That is what
I am!" He would become excited once again. But soon would forget again.
"Such a great being,"
thought Jumping Mouse, "but he has no memory. He has forgotten who he
is."
Jumping Mouse would help the
wolf remember who he was for a moment, but then he would forget again. Jumping
mouse wanted to help his new friend. "If giving up an eye could help the
buffalo, then, maybe, I could give up my eye to the wolf and he would be well,
too." This time there was no hurrying and scurrying around. And there was
no need to ask anyone else for advice. He knew how to find his own answer. This
time, he went to a peaceful spot and sat quietly. In the silence, he listened
to his heart. It told him exactly what he must do.
Wasting
no time, Jumping Mouse hurried back to where the wolf was.
Brother Wolf," he called out.
"Wolf? Wolf? Came the still-confused
response.
"Brother Wolf, listen to
me. I know now what will heal you. If I could give an eye to a buffalo and it
would heal him, then I will gladly give you my eye."
No sooner had he said the world
that the last eye of the little mouse flew out of his head. Now Jumping Mouse
had no eyes. But that didn't seem to matter so much. What mattered was that the
wolf was whole again. He could remember who he was.
As soon as the eye of the mouse
went into the wolf, he was healed.
Tears started to flow down the
wolf's face. Of course, Jumping Mouse could not see him because he had no eyes.
He was blind; but even without eyes, he could see that the wolf was whole
again. Now, the wolf could remember who he was.
"Thank you Jumping Mouse. You have healed me," said
the wolf, as tears ran down his cheeks. "Thank you my little friend. Now I
can remember many things. I am the guide to the Sacred Mountain and to the
Great Medicine Lake. And it is your time to go there. You are blind, so you
must follow close beside me. But I know the way, and I will take you
there."
The wolf, with his little friend
close by, slowly made his way through the tall pine trees to the edge of the
Sacred Lake. Unlike the river which roared as it rushed over rocks, the lake
sat in perfect stillness.
"This lake," said the
wolf, "is more powerful even than the mighty river. For this is a Medicine
Lake. It reflects all the world, all the people of the world, the lodges of the
people, and all the beings of the prairies and the skies. It is said that he
who drinks of this Sacredness is given the wisdom to understand the mysteries
of life."
Jumping Mouse leaned down and
drank the cool, refreshing water from the Sacred Lake.
The wolf said, "This is
where I must leave you, little friend, for I must return. There are others I
must guide. But if you want, I will stay with you for a while."
"Thank you, my brother; but
you must go, and it is my time to be alone." Even though Jumping Mouse was
trembling with fear, he said goodbye to his friend.
Jumping Mouse stood alone and
trembling, sensing what was to come. He knew, somehow, that an eagle would find
him. All of the sudden he could feel a shadow on his back. Then he heard the
noise of a giant eagle swooping down, coming closer. He braced himself for what
was to come...the noise grew louder, an enormous swoosh... then, a thump on his
back. Jumping Mouse fell into a deathlike sleep.
After a while- we have no way of
knowing how long, since time in such experiences has no meaning- Jumping Mouse
began to awaken. The surprise of being alive was great. And he could see! Even
though everything was blurry, he could see colours and they were beautiful.
"I can see! I can
see!" said Jumping Mouse again and again.
A blurry shape started to move
near Jumping Mouse. Jumping Mouse squinted hard, trying to see, but the shape
remained a blur.
"Hello brother," a
familiar voice said. "Do you want some medicine?"
"Some medicine? Me? Yes!
Yes!"
"Then," said the
voice, "what you must do is crouch down as low as you can, and jump as
high as you can."
Jumping Mouse did exactly what
he was told. He crouched as low as he could and jumped as high as he could!
Suddenly, a wind caught him and began to lift him higher and higher.
"Do not be afraid!"
the assuring voice called out. "Ride the wind. Hang on to it. It will
carry you... TRUST!"
Jumping Mouse did as he was
told. He closed his eyes and let go. The wind began to carry him. The wind, the
breath of Great Spirit, lifted him higher and higher. This time, when Jumping
Mouse opened his eyes, they were clear. The higher he went, the clearer they
became. He could see with the eyes of an eagle. He could see through things and
into things. He could see miles away. He could see in the Spirit Way.
As Jumping Mouse looked down,
way below was his old familiar friend. There was the frog, sitting in a lily
pad on the beautiful Medicine Lake.
"You have a new name,"
called the frog. "You are no longer Jumping Mouse. You are Eagle!"
The End
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